Hello children. It’s been forever since I last talked, since I last posted. I’m sorry, but here’s why. I Aged On the 8th of July, I became older. It feels no different, but it feels very different. It feels weird. I’m now 15, halfway to 30. It feels no different, I am not a different … More Long Time, No See | Life Updates – Mental Health, Aging, School, Etc.
Aloha. this is the third time I have written out this post and each time it has been different. Let’s see if I can get it to work this time, a full 24 hours after I started writing and this was due up. I actually forgot what I was meant to be writing about and … More Top 10 Books of All Time | Can You Tell I’m Grasping for Ideas??? But it’s BOOKS!!!
Welcome. I want to put a trigger warning here to just say that this post may be triggering to some people. It covers very raw subjects and I will not be holding back about what happened to me in this time. TW: ANXIETY ATTACKS Let’s cut straight to the chase. The lack of stability in … More Anxiety. Anxiety. Anxiety | A Raw Chat
Hello I’m in a bad space currently. I’ve had to break off several friendships, become depressed, had three anxiety attacks since Sunday and cried for 3 hours today. My head hurts, my legs hurt, my back hurts, my eyes hurt and I just plain damn hurt all over. But I’m fine. I’m doing okay. I’m … More Wishes, Hopes and Dreams | Being Egotistical and Telling Y’all What I Want
Hi peoples. That started really morbid, but that’s okay. This post is going to be really morbid and reminiscent. So so so. If you didn’t already know (and I really wouldn’t expect you to unless you a. follow my Instagram and actually read my captions, b. read every single tiny thing in this post or … More A Fear of Leaving? | Moving On
I really don’t have any clue how to intro this, so this ought to be fun. I live a lot in the past, I base a lot of my life around the past. My past has created who I am now, it has hurt and healed me and I think that it’s pretty important. This … More Reminiscing on the Past | A New Project?????
Well, I am a huge mess. This past week has NOT been good. Has NOT been fun. But hey, life is a mess. Today I have done nothing productive other than putting a load of washing on (10 minutes or so ago), going for a run, posted some Instagram photos on ALL my accounts and … More Wow, I’m a Mess |This Post is a Mess
Okay, I’ve been putting this post off for a while now, always afraid of the backlash it would have. But now this whole thing has reached breaking point and I’m writing about it. Being transgender in this current day and age is scary. Let’s just start with that. Everywhere I look at the moment I … More I’m Scared
Wow, this is new. But I’m revealing myself even more than usual. So let us do it. And this is me, younger: Dear Young Emily, Sweetie, where to start? This whole thing is new to me, but I think that it’s important to say. So I’ll just get right into it. You probably wouldn’t recognise … More Talking to My Younger Self
Hi I’m back. So I took a break from…everything I guess. I took a break from blogging, Instagramming (is that a word?!) and generally from life. And it was…nice? I think? I took a break to try to improve my mental state because I was overly stressed and completely worn out and just needed a … More Hi I’m Back | Why I Took a Break + Thoughts on It